Monday, September 10, 2007

still counting...

The site counters tell me someone from that city has been by, but without further information how do I know who in that city it is? All signs point to probably, but I refuse to assume a thing.
I miss talking to him.

I am so afraid of giving people the wrong ideas.
And then I am afraid of getting the wrong ideas; and it is always far more likely, because I have an imagination that fills gaps in with pleasant alternatives to the truth. Feelings shouldn't be so hard to pin down, surely?


Why do I care? He never hears a thing I say anyhow...

behind my back

sigh.

the statcounter, it feeds optimism.
:(

Saturday, September 8, 2007

it's over!!!

Final count: 112.5
I give in. Might as well. Otherwise it is more pain on my head.