Thursday, December 14, 2006

road tripping

I worry that I will spend the three days on an outside. I worry that I will end up being a hanger-on, a burden, an also-ran. I worry that I will be stupid and boring and annoying. I worry that I will bring everybody down. I worry that I will have nothing to say, and nothing to add, and no purpose there at all. I worry that I will come away from this weekend with bile in my mouth and salt water in my eyes.
New friends are so hard on the nerves.

I am terrified by how much I want this. And freaked out at how terrified I am.
I worry about the vibes.
Will I be okay?

Adventures. They should be worth the risk, no?

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

stop worrying and come along. :-)
whatever happens, it will all be part of the experience.
and that's all we are - the sum of our experiences.

...or something like that.

Anonymous said...

This is V

You know my thoughts on travel and adventure...don't let your paranoia get in your way..pack your bags and have a good time
Cheers

Anonymous said...

:) Yes, sirs.

Anonymous said...

So everything is arranged then. :)

Anonymous said...

One question... You're packing "BAGS"?

See ya 'morrow!

Anonymous said...

have fun!
and i hope i'll get to hear details later...

Anonymous said...

bloody nonsense.