it is a true

Here is the question - how much do I want this to be special and unique and permanent?
sigh. I do very badly.
It's just that - haven't I done this already? Haven't I been premature about all the other ones as well?
Dear you, it annoys me how often you are in my head. Dear you, it annoys me that I cannot just come out and say I miss you. Dear you, I worry I don't care about you at all. If it is this easy to feel for someone, does that mean the feelings are less acceptable?

I fancy his maaind. :) I can deny it as much as I want, but it is a true.
Oh, well.
Time will tell.