Monday, October 15, 2007

self-control

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i am afraid and ashamed.
more afraid?
more ashamed?
all manner of people.
oh, god, help.

I miss him. He's busy, and I'm being sensible, and the only reason I wrote him a seven-page epic telling him nothing is because I refused to annoy him when he had no time. As long as I'm writing him, I don't miss him that much. I wish I hadn't sent that link now. It smacks of screaming attentions, and I don't want that.
"Undoubtedly, there is meanness in all the arts which ladies sometimes condescend to employ for captivation. Whatever bears affinity to cunning is despicable."
:( mewl.

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