Friday, November 24, 2006

wanting hugs for aches that won't fix

Had a very long tiring day
Went for a fest
And am very tired
and feeling useless and not talented and stupid etc
And don't think I won anything
Feeling so low :(
Tomorrow will tell whether or not today was a waste of time
I hate wastes of time
Makes T cranky

I want to do these things
And I have wasted five years
And college life will be over
And I will never have been in a band
Or sung anything
Or acted in a play
Or gone for DC or pictionary or word game
Or anything
I'm so UNHAPPPYYYYY

Brain is frizzled :(

Five people gave hugs. So many? Only five.
:(
I want more.

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