Friday, July 14, 2006

no and no and no

i hate feeling lost with no apparent reason. violence is not the answer and cursing helps nobody, but sometimes they help take your mind off things.

i made a mistake with this list. all i want to do right now is sit in a dark corner with my knees under my chin and hug myself. all i want to do right now is rock back and forth saying please no please no please no make it stop. loneliness is not yet a stranger, and she's no longer a friend.
my heart feels big and empty.
i want . you know. it won't solve anything. but it'll help.
out out out.

pain is everybody's. i want mine no more.

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